Monday, April 28, 2008

THE FINAL ONE

There is something about penning down your feelings on the blog. It's like the whole world can read what you think and still they can't find who it is. It's like having a double life.It's complete uninterrupted freedom. It's like being famous.You can just simply bullshit your way through and nobody can really do anthing about it unless of course you blog about your boss and he ,of all the things he has to do, decides to sit and read through some blogs and stumbles upon yours.
Then your life could get more interesting the next day at work .
It's just too tempting to share what you feel on the net knowing that people will read it and will comment on it and we all wait for those comments to pop up. Some don't care about the comments while others eagelrly wait for one to come up. Some just blog because they are bored, or simply because they just want to. Some do it to let others know what they feel. A blog is like an online diary.Everyone has access to it. Everyone sees itreads it and leaves their comments.So everyone knows what you are thinking and start judging you. Sometime they judge you right sometimes they don't.Not that i have some experience in this. But this is how just humans are aren't we?
I used to maintain a diary back in school. I used to write in it everyday. But then i felt things were better in my head than the diary. I used to write in it only when something really disturbing came along when i felt it was better of my head than in it. I still have that diary. I still write in it when somethingcomes up which keeps me disturbed. And it has come to my rescue a lot many times since i started writing in it. I prefer to keep everything i feel tomyself and when i want to speak to someone about some pressing issue the diary has always been there. It's like talking to a friend and at the same timeit doesn't go anywhere beyond where i want it to go. I like it when i start thinking about something -disturbing or not disturbing. It just keeps playing aroundin my mind and if what i think all came true we would be on another planet far away from this one wondering what a fool human are or heaving a sigh of relief for we just managed to escape from the sun before it exploded. I don't know why but i can't pen down original feelings on the blog. I haven't writteneverything i wanted to in this one, i know it but i don't want to. My diary is what i prefer to this. Since i started to blog by wondering what to write it is only
correct i end it neatly. That's why i thought i should blog one last time. And this is it. MY LAST ONE.
But i will always enjoy commenting.So others keep blogging.

5 comments:

The Third Twin said...

Blogging is not only about penning down your innermost feelings... in fact its just not that alone.. since i started blogging after u did, i cant infer much but then i understood one thing, its not about writing what u feel over certain aspects of life but it is just what u wanna tell the world about yourself..many use it as a diary, a few to pen down their important events and few for fun..But then if u have listened to your heart and if u feel u do not want to blog, i am with u as a friend and also as a fellow blogger...

Quest said...

Start writing about things that you don't write in your diary.....if it is simply imagination alone, that will make a good read.... Hoping to see you around :)

nautillus said...

i think there are things i need to speak out than just blog it..so next time i will just speak it out and for things i can't speak the diary's there and for things which my diary needn't hold there is always my head..

Hari Vishnu said...

dude.. dont stop blogging man.. viajeros right, blogging is not just opening up stuff that u dont want to say anywhere else.. yes, i do that on my blog, but that is not wat everyone does.. like u said, ppl do blogging to timepass, to improve their writing, to socialise, to become famous, to just maintain a diary of the small entertaining event in their life that need not be confined to the privacy of a diary too..

i maintain a diary too (occasional writing).. and neither do i open up on my blog as much as on the diary.. but its fun u know..

VV$ said...

mrtbxwhere are u posted?
-VVS